Thursday, September 20, 2012

I Miss You

I normally don't post twice in 1 day but I need to get something off my chest.

As my trip to Vegas gets closer, I'm missing my Mom even more. It is so hard going home knowing that she isn't there. I will be staying at my Dad's while I'm there and I can feel her all around me in the house. I am thankful that I get to spend time with my Dad, sister, brother in law, niece and nephew.

I really thought that it would get easier as time went by (she passed away March 31, 2011) but that is not true at all. If anything it gets harder, I hate that our future children will never get to know their grandma and how wonderful she was. I really just want to scream at the top of my lungs:


SCREW YOU CANCER!!!!!!!!

I hate that she had to suffer for 10 months because of you, I hate that you took an amazing woman from this world.

Living in NC while she was sick was tough but I was able to go home a lot and spend time with her. I was lucky enough to be with her 2 days before she passed and while I was with her she gave me this:



I will cherish this for the rest of my life. I know that she is with me everyday and that she is looking out for my whole family. 

 I want to share a few pictures of my life with an amazing woman!

Mom and Me one week after I was born

Our Wedding Day

At the race track

Beautiful!

New Years Eve 2010

Spending time with Mom at the Cancer Treatment Center of America in Phoenix 

My last picture with my Mom

A tree we had planted in honor of a wonderful woman!



This video was taken at her celebration of life last June. 

I love you and miss you everyday!