Tuesday, November 13, 2012

Pardon My Frustration

Many of you are familiar with our struggles to have a baby. For some reason I felt that this month was different, it felt like it was finally our time. I was rudely and painfully corrected as the evil P made her appearance!

Once we move to El Paso we hope to find a good RE doctor and hopefully find out once and for all what is really wrong. I just want my body to cooperate and do what it was made to do.I hate feeling like I am broken.

Every now and then I will browse someecards and these ones for sure say how I feel regarding this situation.




I laugh at this one because clomid made me a hormonal nutcase. I'm sure anyone who has been on it will completely agree.

I think some of the reason I am feeling this way today is because today would have been our 1st Angel Babies 3rd Birthday. Crazy to think how time flies. 

Thank you all for letting me vent today!!


Oh and on a side-note stayed tuned tomorrow, I will be having another awesome giveaway!! :)

Speaking of giveaways in the last few days I found out that I won 2 giveaways (I have never won anything before!!!), the first was from the wonderful duo of Semper Wifey and chambanachik. The 2nd was from the AWESOME Kristin @ Kristin's kNook- a blog of food and thought. Thank you ladies!! Please go check out their blogs and show them some love.

29 comments:

  1. I do not know your frustration. But I am glad you have a platform to vent and find support. I hope you find an amazing RE and you get the answers to give you peace. And I am glad you got a little "Yay Me!" today with your contest wins. 2 giveaways is pretty cool! Sending joy and warmth your way :)

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  2. I'm sending you lots of good thoughts and hugs! I hope you find a wonderful doctor to help. Congrats on winning those giveaways! So happy for you! :)

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  3. I am so on the same page with the Evil P. :( I thought this month was different, too, but no such luck. I'm trying to figure out when is "too soon" to go to the doctor. It's been almost 5 months at this point but everyone tells me to be patient. It doesn't help that our base is a two-baby base and I swear most ladies just need their husband to look at them! Lol.

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  4. I echo your frustration! I find it so hard to sit and wait and to think "maybe this is the month that I ovulate correctly!" only to wait for that spike in BBT and never see it.

    I've never discussed my lady bits issues on my blog but I'm considering it more now that you've inspired me :)

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  5. Wile I haven't suffered with infertility, I can try to imagine how difficult it must be. Sending positive thoughts your way.

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  6. *hugs* I hope you find your answer soon!

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  7. Jen,

    While I don't personally know the struggles you and Kyle must be facing due to infertility, just know that y'all are not alone. Through your blog, you have surrounded yourself with positive and uplifting women who are ready to encourage you and motivate you :) Keep your spirits up and I hope you will find an awesome RE doctor in El Paso! Y'all are in my thoughts and prayers.

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  8. sending you hugs!!! xoxo.... hang in there.

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  9. I hope everything works out soon, Jen! I haven't had your struggles, but I have so many friends that are battling through infertility problems. You are not alone and you're not broken! Hugs and prayers coming your way.

    PS: Isn't winning giveaways awesome?! I hadn't won a thing until I won them, either.

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  10. I completely understand how you are feeling right now. You are in my prayers!

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  11. Hey girl ~ No one can ever say the right thing when it comes to having a baby and getting pregnant or any of that if they have never had a problem with it.
    I send *hugs* your way and hope and pray that you will soon have the little miracle that will be!
    You have SO much love to give and I can't wait to see you become a mama!

    Lanaya
    www.raising-reagan.com

    PS ~ Rey is waving to my bloggy friends right now :)
    How cool that I happened to be writing you!!

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  12. I'm praying for you. Jeremy and I have been trying for several months now with no luck, but we already have on perfect son and I feel like I should never, ever, ever complain because of that. I can't imagine how frustrating it is. Sending some love your way.

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  13. infertility is a B.
    I haven't personally dealt with it, but I have close friends who are still going through it. You have EVERY right in the world to vent!

    Anyway, I just wanted to say Hi! I'm your newest follower, and a fellow Army wife!! So glad I found your blog! I'm not sure how I ended up on it, but I was clicking around and landed here! :)

    I'm new to the blogging scene, but I have a twitter account that I've been running awhile as kind of a "support account" for military wives/gf's/fiancee's! So, I'm excited to try this blogging thing out!

    Can't wait to read more of your blog! You all are an adorable couple!!

    Toodles Chickadoodle!

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  14. :( I'm sorry. I only know a small fraction of what you're going through. Thinking of you today.

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  15. I'm so very very very sorry that you are going through this. I can't even begin to understand the frustration but at least the ecards help shed the light a little bit.

    *hugs*

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  16. Sending positive thoughts and prayers your way friend. xo

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  17. I hope it's your time soon too! From what I've heard there are some good RE doctors here, so fingers crossed you can get some answers!!!

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  18. I hope it'll be your time soon too!! From what I've heard there are some good RE doctors here, so fingers crossed you can get some answers... and a baby. You have every reason to vent and complain, so keep doing your thing:)

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  19. I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. I know it is not easy when it does not come about easily. My husband and I tried for months and then lost our first baby 7 weeks into it. I had convinced myself that something was wrong with me. I am praying for the best for you and for you to find the right doctors! Keep your head up and trust that God has a plan even when it doesn't seem like it.

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  20. Praying for you sweet blog friend! I know what you are going through is not easy. I know the negative thoughts get the best of you some days. Praying that the Lord gives you positive people so that the happy times outweigh the troubled ones.

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  21. I really hope it happens for you soon. I can't even imagine how frustrating it is.

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  22. That's the beauty of a blog...you can vent all you want to! :)

    Sending lots of nice thoughts your way.

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  23. I will say a prayer for you.

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  24. Sending you good thoughts and virtual hugs. Our 1st Angel Baby's 3rd birthday was last month. It never gets easier does it? Has your thyroid been looked at again? Dr. P found out before our IVF cycle that mine was underactive. Obviously, it hasn't helped me get pregnant again since we had both failed IVF and FET cycles, but it might help prevent another miscarriage if we're lucky enough to get pregnant again. He also started testing everyone for low Vitamin D levels. I hope a new RE can figure out a new plan!

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  25. You are always SO encouraging and uplifting to everyone else, you deserve venting time. Prayers that you can find a great dr and get some answers!

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  26. I can only imagine what you are going through. Thankgoodness for funny ecards to lighten your mood about it!

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  27. I am sending many positive thoughts your way. We have only been trying since July...and I haven't hit the panic button yet...but I can understand your frustration and I hope that your prayers are answered soon. xo

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