Anxious...Nervous...Excited...

I finally got the call I have been waiting for. I was given my first appointment for the infertility clinic. I go on June 3rd for orientation. It is suppose to last roughly 2-3 hours and I will be given a lot of information. I know this is only the first step in what might be a very long road, but I am ready for answers, and so beyond ready to be a mom. This past Mother's Day made me sit back and reflect on everything that Kyle and I went through last year. I was supposed to be a mom this Mother's Day, but it just wasn't meant to be. After the 3rd miscarriage I pretty much went numb and gave up hope until I heard about Dr. Parker. I have 3 friends that have seen him because they were experiencing the same problem I am and they now have beautiful babies.

I am scared that something is really wrong that will prevent me from carrying to full-term, but I can't give up hope. I know I am lucky that I can even get pregnant, so we are hoping with Dr. Parkers help that I can sustain a pregnancy. Until then I will continue to be anxious, nervous and excited. We are praying for a miracle!