Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Anxious...Nervous...Excited...

I finally got the call I have been waiting for. I was given my first appointment for the infertility clinic. I go on June 3rd for orientation. It is suppose to last roughly 2-3 hours and I will be given a lot of information. I know this is only the first step in what might be a very long road, but I am ready for answers, and so beyond ready to be a mom. This past Mother's Day made me sit back and reflect on everything that Kyle and I went through last year. I was supposed to be a mom this Mother's Day, but it just wasn't meant to be. After the 3rd miscarriage I pretty much went numb and gave up hope until I heard about Dr. Parker. I have 3 friends that have seen him because they were experiencing the same problem I am and they now have beautiful babies.

I am scared that something is really wrong that will prevent me from carrying to full-term, but I can't give up hope. I know I am lucky that I can even get pregnant, so we are hoping with Dr. Parkers help that I can sustain a pregnancy. Until then I will continue to be anxious, nervous and excited. We are praying for a miracle!

12 comments:

  1. Dealing with infertility issues, too. I'll be praying for you also!

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  2. That is so exciting that you have an appt and hopefully can get some answers!!

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  3. Praying for you on your journey to mommyhood! :)

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  4. im praying for you!!
    good luck!
    <3

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  5. Praying with you for a miracle!

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  6. Hope everything goes well...praying for you:)

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  7. Coming from someone who was told I can no longer get pregnant and who has lost multiple babies as well my heart goes out to you! It is one of the hardest things I think any woman can go through. I'll be praying you get answers and the precious baby you want!

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  8. I am the youngest of 6, I have been an Aunt since 2,my niece is having a baby any day now, and I will be a Great Aunt! Praying for you to be a Mommy!

    ~Alicia

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  9. I just came across your blog and will be praying for you. I have a dear friend (also an Army wife) who her and her husband have been trying to get pregnant for the last 12 + years and the day BEFORE she was to go in for her 1st IVF treatment she had to take a pg test and low and behold she is expecting, no drugs all natural! Praise be to GOD, he's a GOD who stil performs miracles whether the more "natural" way about it or through medical drs and intervention!

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Love hearing from you!! :)