When this day rolls around I always hope that the pain will get a little easier to deal with, that is just not the case. On this day 5 years ago my beautiful Mom lost her brave and courageous battle with cancer.
I try to be strong because I know that is what she would want but I find myself just wanting to curl up and wish this day away. I honestly think with each passing year that it gets harder to deal with and now that we are expecting Emersyn the pain is much stronger. I wish she was here to watch her grandkids grow up.
I miss her laugh, smile, sense of humor, kindness, and her ability to make everyone around her smile. She was truly a unique person and there is no one else like her.
I miss you, Mom and I hope that you know how much I love you and miss you. I hope you are looking down and smiling at everything that your kids and husband have accomplished since you left us.
I wish you were still here.