Well the day I have dreaded since my Mom passed is here. I knew it would be hard but I had no idea it would be this hard. I am having feelings of anger, jealousy and bitterness. I want her here and I need her here. Seeing the commercials for today has been nothing short of torture. As much as I try I can't seem to block it out. While I am thankful that my Mom is no longer in pain, I am sad that she can't be here to celebrate this day. She was most amazing Mom! She wasn't overly affectionate but there was never a question of her love for us. She always listened and gave advice (even if you didn't want to hear it) and was always willing to help. I miss her more and more each day, I'm not sure if the pain will ever go away.
I love you, Mom! Happy Mother's Day, my beautiful guardian Angel.