Thursday, April 26, 2012

heartbroken

After we had our IUI on April 3rd we were optimistic that it was going to work. I patiently waited for the two weeks and was shocked when I saw this:


We were FINALLY pregnant again!!!


We were so excited and only shared the news with our family. We wanted to wait until everything was good and then we would share the news with everyone else. My levels had doubled like they should and we scheduled our first ultrasound at 6wks on May 1st. We couldn't believe it was happening again and we were so thankful until Wednesday.


I started spotting and was instantly scared, I went to the emergency room and they told me my hcg levels had only risen by a few numbers. We weren't defeated and still prayed for the best. I went back this morning for another blood draw and got the heartbreaking news this evening. My levels had dropped significantly and it's officially over. 


Our hearts are broken as we say goodbye to another sweet baby. 

10 comments:

  1. Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry. So, so sorry. ((hugs))

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  2. Jen... I have no words. My heart breaks for you. I'm so very sorry! Wish I could be there in person for you!

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  3. Jen,

    I was really hoping for the best for you. I'm so sorry that you have to go through this again. I know how heartbreaking it is no matter when it happens. If you need to talk, please know that I'm here for you.

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  4. I am so sorry for your loss.

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  5. I'm so sorry. I had my hopes up. I know how badly you want a baby, and it's heartbreaking. *hugs*

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  6. Don't give up! I know this is not easy getting so excited & then experiencing a heart break, but I'm hopeful for you that you will get your "heart beat" soon!!!

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  7. I'm so sorry to hear your news. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

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