Thursday, April 26, 2012

heartbroken

After we had our IUI on April 3rd we were optimistic that it was going to work. I patiently waited for the two weeks and was shocked when I saw this:


We were FINALLY pregnant again!!!


We were so excited and only shared the news with our family. We wanted to wait until everything was good and then we would share the news with everyone else. My levels had doubled like they should and we scheduled our first ultrasound at 6wks on May 1st. We couldn't believe it was happening again and we were so thankful until Wednesday.


I started spotting and was instantly scared, I went to the emergency room and they told me my hcg levels had only risen by a few numbers. We weren't defeated and still prayed for the best. I went back this morning for another blood draw and got the heartbreaking news this evening. My levels had dropped significantly and it's officially over. 


Our hearts are broken as we say goodbye to another sweet baby.